Hello people, It occurred to me that I had never made an official resignation when i left 2 months ago from the staff team, this will serve as both said resignation and my taking of leave from the community. I am hereby announcing that I am leaving the community indeffinatly, in 2 months i have been on the servers once and that was to introduce my younger brother @RecklessMidnight to the servers. My leave of the staff team was caused by a great number of reasons, the biggest one that broke the proverbial camels back was my lack of faith in my fellow staff members to handle uncomfortable situations which ended up forcing a good friend of mine to leave the community because they were being harassed by toxic motherfuckers. This is not to say that all of my fellow staff were bad, just a good handful in my eyes. To avoid string the pot I will not go into detail about the dozen other reasons as to my resignation. Now to my leave from the community, I had dedicated a good 10 months of staffing to the community and only being a normal player for all of 3 weeks, lets just say i do not know how to be a normal player around here, everything in game is always staff oriented, i die i try to pull up the rdm manager, i am sitting there bored i try to pull up the sprays manager to check something, I have found myself typing ulx commands into chat just out of the force of habit mostly when people are spamming but i catch myself. I never got to enjoy the server as a player, as soon as i joined i was working towards staff. Another reason I find myself leaving the community is that I have become the type of person on the forums that I hated as a staff member, you know the toxic cock suckers who know everything and are only around to raise hell. I found myself doing that on Texas's bullshit thread, I even called the staff team Nazi's and got off scott free. I never wanted to be that person when i resigned but seeing stupid shit day in and out around here has pulled out the best asshole in me, and lets face it, those who know me, know i love to be an asshole, it is in my nature. Well here is for some tags @wink Thanks a million for picking me up that first time, thanks for being a great admin @ant. as i said before, you are a great dude and were a badass admin @Rick sorry if i am tagging the wrong rick (Casual) Out of all my admins you were my favorite, straight to the point, fair and sharp tongued as i am, it broke my heart when you left @HelixSpiral I said it before but you were probobly one of my first friends, thanks for being around to listen to me bitch about shit @Destiny Blade We need to game more often, but you are a true friend man, keep on fighting the good fight my dude @ptownslayer21 Girl you have potential, keep working on it, and for the love of god quit second guessing yourself @LionBattery You were the last one i trained, I hope you do the community proud, I did not train many mods even more so in my second tenure, I see good things in your future. @Doben Love you girl! Any other tags i woulda had would be reserved for members no longer in the community, but these are the people who made the largest impact on me. May the Force be with you Always Atlas
Wow this is not the first notification I wanted to see when I rolled out of bed. Atlas you are right, you have become toxic, but you did around me. I never saw you as the toxic mf you say you are, I always saw you as a friend that I could ride with to the end. Our humor is the same, we were both night owls like crazy, both have similar stance on a lot of things. We do have to game more and for that I apologize as it was mainly me. Good luck with what you got coming Atlas. May the force be with you...always. ~Destiny Blade
Smh just cause I ruined your rank Kidding though cya my guy and yes toxicity is the scourge of sgm but it'll probably stay like that for a good bit. Best of luck to you