How do I get the feel of gmod again

I want to come back to this poopy stinky game but I can't, how do I get this funky game to wrap me up again.
Please help I like this community but I have a weird block that just turns off that idea

 

ttt is a social game just make some friends on the server and break rules with them you'll have a much better time than just trying to play ttt like a normal person, thats how you end up hating yourself.

 

time to arm a Mass RDM crew 8)

 

Don't take the game seriously at all. Ive had a lot more fun just messing around in rounds then playing normally this is easier to do on modded

 

Have fun and be weird is my suggestion when i feel down/not into playing the game i just go do my own weird stuff or join other weird people who are for example just drawing something on the walls

 

ill do weird stuff with you

 

Just fuck about, do the wildest shit you can get away with

 

Don't take the game seriously, look at it as more of a social hangout