Hi. I'm Tomcat. And Silent Artemis

I was gone for awhile. I am back now. I am more mature. I am still a spaz.

I am making this introduction because someone recently posted this on an Anon site related to this community. Just wanted to clear up a few things because hey: Fuck you too, whomever posted this.

So here is the general, summarized timeline of that portion of my life. I was on here during it. I made posts trying to justify the bullshit I was going through in my own head. They were dumb. They were wrong. Fuck you.

Shortly after leaving Highschool (Edit: Dunno why I said highschool, this was vocational school), my dad disowned and kicked me out of the house after learning I was Bi.
I moved in with my mom, things didn't work out. Got kicked out around winter.
My options were: Live outside in the freezing cold homeless, or live with the guy I met online that seemed nice.
Guy turned out to be a pedophile.
I deluded myself into believing him when he told me it was all made up.
Lived my life in a motel room with him for a few months.
One day, his PO comes around while I have my computer in the room while Pedo is home.
Pedo tells me to hide computer, I hide computer.
PO busts us with the computer, confiscates it.
There is porn (furry) on a laptop with internet connection. All these things violate Pedo's terms of probation. Nothing illegal for anyone but him.
Pedo gets sent jail for violation of probation. Because I did nothing illegal, I just have my computer confiscated until the court case ends.
During this time, Pedo puts me in charge of maintaining finances and relations. I realize the line of crap he fed me about his innocence (or at least stopped deluding myself) and realize how he's being an absolute creep with his current contacts. I convince many to get out of the relationship they had, and report it to PO.

Ultimately- I was in a bad situation. I was too young, too immature, and too inexperienced to deal with what was happening. Nothing I did was illegal. Nothing I did hurt anyone else. There are bits I left out of this because I am still ashamed of what happened, but that's what happens when being exploited by a predator.

I'm an asshole, I'm idiot, and I'm a spaz. I don't deny these things. But if you want to blame me for shit like this, fuck off. I did what I thought was best at the time, and I hurt nobody but myself.

Now, if you have any questions, I am open to talking about 90% of this. The remaining 10% is nobodies business but my own. Ask away. I am an open book.

 

Wb

 

Thanks.

 

why the fuck would you ever listen to any of the shit those idiots on opaldev say? Your political takes are garbage, but welcome back amigo

 

Got a message on discord over it lmao.
Hit kinda close cuz I really am fucking ashamed of a lot that period of my life, especially my behavior on here. Especially the posts I made relating to the pedo, fuck I don't even want to know what I said in those.

 

Thanks, though.

 

I don't know you all that well, but it sounds like you have a lot of regrets and experiences in your life that you have not only learned from, but that have made you a more mature person. It sucks you had to go through that, but I hope that you can put that behind you and make an awesome life for yourself. I know i'm kind of an assohole, and at times I am definitely out for blood, but I mean this sincerely: I am happy you are here with us now, and I'm hopeful that you get a chance at a better life going forward.

All the love, none of the homo,
~ Pacifist

 

A *little* homo is fine.

 

Welcome back