If I'm going to be honest, I'm too deppressed to care about life. I don't think I even have reason to fear death. It'd be a release from all the misery from everything around me. I want to change for the better I just can't. Parents don't care, world has gone to shit, my life doesn't seem worth it. I only haven't because I hoped there was still potential. I'm not sure any more. Idk if you guys care. I just don't see a point any more.