Well I meant to make this yesterday on my bday but, life happened and I forgot. So I'm Zyp, I'm 16 I'm a former staff member, and I don't have the best reputation. I've made and ruined friendships, I've made myself look awful to many, and well it happened. I regret a lot, but there isn't too much to change that now. I'll start off with the past couple of months about my life. Thanksgiving eve, I attempted suicide. I was sent to a specialist hospital with many others stuck in worse and similar situations. I was there for 2 weeks, trying to stay positive, trying to get out. After that I got home on December 3rd Just lost on what to do and my first thought was sgm. I couldn't talk to friends, they were in school, I couldn't leave the house, my parents were with me everywhere I went. Without anything to do, I decided to try and talk to people I haven't talked to in a while. I was lost and very absent minded. I'm honestly very different in my life now than before my attempt. Well I'm Zyp, I live in AZ, I'm kinda lazy and I'm a hugeeeeeeee procrastinator. I like to play on vanilla or west mainly, and I also play minecraft, hopefully a bit more than lately. I've been here for 3+ years I think I don't remember. Hope to see you on the servers, forums and team speak soon!
