Weight lifted from my shoulders.

Discussion in 'Farewells' started by Wendy, Jul 9, 2018.

  1. Siddo

    Siddo Banned VIP Bronze

    tbh with you, nox, i always hated pineapple. even before people put it on pizza. then i had to endure hearing about pineapple for months and years. because people have opinions. it's redunkers.
    moral of the story: nobody puts pineapple on spaghetti and meatballs.
    Actual moral: There'll always be someone or something you can't stand. And sometimes you'll be forced to face it, where the only way out is through. Simply because people are different and not everyone can get along or agree always. It's unfortunate, but it's the way life is.

    I always found your voice enjoyable to listen to, but I can understand how it'd make you feel. We all have stuff we're self-conscious about, even if we try to play it off. I hope you learn to accept your voice as a part of you, 'cause it is and probably won't change much. No matter how different something about someone is, people will love you all the same.
    ..Idk, I get weird with stuff like this. Anywho, I've added your ass on steam and you had better accept. Or else :rage:
     
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  2. Wendy

    Wendy Chaotic VIP

    Might've lost some due to having a lot of tags... Here are some re-written ones.

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    @Acnologia
    First person that comes to mind, one of the longest and closest friends on my stay in SGM. And dude your voice is golden.
    Don't really know what type of future you wish for cause you never told me. But whatever it is I hope you reach it.
    The first time I met you and until now you've come a long way, and I've always seen great potential in your future.
    Your future is bright use it wisely. The days we spent together on teamspeak and on TTT were great and I'll never
    forget them, live your life and never live someone elses life. See you later acne.

    Keep contact with me you weeb.

    @TheDoctor094
    We can relate since we're both sensitive, you were always the first or second person to ever hear my story. And I thank you
    deeply for that, you've been their in my downfalls and in my ahievements. I met you in 2017, we were playing with highwon at
    the time and he filled the room in a train with explosive barrels. Good times. And I will say this again you are the kindest
    person I've ever met on SGM, said it once twice and now trice. Cause I really mean it. There's no doubt that most of the time
    gay people are really nice. And you prove that. Later Bitch ;).

    @Snowflake❄️
    Aka siddo, you're a very funny guy and loved the time we spent on shoutbox and on TTT. I enjoyed my time when you were staff
    and was regularly on. Sadly you left us... kind off. Loved the giggles we had and the talks we had. Your personality is amazing.
    I hope you know that. It seems shit hit the fan in these couple of months if you need anything I'm here.

    @dazza
    You're rarely here anymore, we left on bad terms for some reason. I hope you're doing well. If you need anything you're free to
    talk to me. You were a little shakey and weird the last time I saw you. You are a great guy, I enjoyed our shoutbox conversations
    about gym and our personal lives. See ya ginger.

    @Opalium
    Remember you still joining SGM playing with me, Qaaap and the others. Great times. Miss those times, back when EU was the shit.
    We use to make the servers alive and remember people keep joining over and over again. And always have a blast playing TTT,
    even though we used to give the staff at the time a hard time, mostly I and mythme.
    You vanished into staffing and became something I didn't believe when I came back from an SGM break.
    Honestly I saw your mod app and your performance on SGM and I was shocked as how talented you are. You have an amazing future ahead
    of you and you probably already know that. You gave SGM another boost into it's life span and god damn the Anniversary was great.

    You're a very respected person and a kind soul. You showed me and the others the same kindness that anyone would desire a human being to give.
    And I thank you for that.

    I look up to you and admire your ahievements, I slightly idolize you. ONLY SLIGHTLY OKAY!.
    Hope for the greatest things to happen to you, because you truly deserve it. And most people would agree.
    See ya.

    @Falcor
    We never really played that much. Wished we did, because the time you trained me and the couple of times we actually talked, I noticed
    of how much of a kind and caring person you are. And I admire that. Love the sense of humour you put and your personality.
    Keep being you because people like you are rare and people should really take notes on how to be falcor. ;) Later.

    @Graze
    As I said on your farewell. I admired you, being kind to everyone is a very hard thing to do. But with such great personality I guess you
    found a way. We rarely talked on shoutbox and the time we did talk I had fun. Keep going straight and never look back. See ya later grace. graze*

    @Agent A
    Agent you are currently banned, you were always nice to be for some reason. We had good times on shoutbox, on TTT and while being trained.
    You gave me the chance to become T-mod and than Full mod. Sadly it was short-lived. I had fun in the Ayyy team and the members where cool.
    You are a great guy and hope you're doing well dad. See ya later. Agent Please.

    @Pacifist
    One of the few people that are mature on SGM, and one of the few that share a couple of music interests. Was nice when I first came on forums.
    We played a couple of times and was a good sport. If only people where as mature as you than problems would've never happen. I respect you
    and I hope you already know that. Green day is lit like obviously it is. I hope you have a bright future cause damn you are cool. Later.

    @luna♥
    The person that created the awooo. Luna we talked mostly on shoutbox and had fun while it lasted. We don't really talk that much anymore, same
    goes on TTT. It sucks but hope everything is going okay. You got admin and at your age is impressive. You're mature for your age. (Not the awo part)
    Awooo ya later. OwO

    @A Slightly Ferocious Cat
    SGM's cat lady is god damn talented. You got some nice hobbies there and hope you do well at it. Keep playing and having fun cause that's the esscence
    of life. Thank you for helping me through my depressive state. I am truly thankful. Hope for a bright future and a clear path.

    @CrownedWings
    This dude didn't even know me but helped me out during my depressive state. And I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kindness. If you ever
    need anything I'm here for you. Send me a steam message or a Snap. More people need to be like you.

    @Destiny Blade
    Scotty you and I share a lot of memories. Our first one is actually you banning me for toxicity xD. Check the ban list. Had fun times while being staff
    and the time me you and inkern created the scotty meme from your school movie. (also the one banning yourself) Hope you're doing well.
    A generous soul of SGM, he gives and never asks for anything, very rare, truly. The one of the few that actually checked on me while being away from SGM.
    See ya later scotty, hope the best for your future, cause you deserve it.

    @HelixSpiral
    We don't talk much, but when I was having some issues you offered me your help and I'm thankful for it. Even though I rejected such thing. And orange still
    looks better on you. Later.
     
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  3. Wendy

    Wendy Chaotic VIP

    @JackThePumpkin
    We no longer talk that much, but for some reason you're good at killing people on TTT. Like 3 shots 3 headshots and 3 traitors killed. Like dude damn boy that's quick.
    I enjoyed playing with you in 2016 we had some good memories back than when EU was golden. Hope you're doing well, talk to me if you need anything.

    @Echo
    Aka Qaaap, same shit with jack, but damn dude wtf is wrong with you in 2016 you used to spend around 16 hours on TTT. I worried for your health. Hope you doing great.

    @PhoonTheCookie
    The Cookie dude vanished, hope you doing well mate. See ya around if you ever read this.

    @MythMe
    Vanished on me too. I remember we used to compete who can get banned more. But you surely won that. Love the time we did and the lenny faces never get old.
    See ya around bud if you ever read this.

    @Normie
    Hope you're doing great bud, you sadly no longer play gmod or talk anymore. We had great times playing with the others.

    @Tedelicious
    Played mostly in 2017, and had a blast. I would come from school and play with you normie and the others, what an amazing time I shared with you lads.
    Now you're mod, and we rarely talk that much, but when we do talk and play you're always the ted I love. See ya later bud.
    Thunder buddies for life.

    @SavannahBananaGaming
    Even though we no longer play, and rarely talk. Still miss those teamspeak times. You were one of the few first friends I ever made on SGM.
    Had a blast on TTT and still have a few recording laying around. If you ever read this. Thank you for giving
    me a great summer back than.

    @Rhienor
    Even though you're slightly older than me, you still act as a kid. Rhienor I love the time we spent on TTT and CS:GO recently.
    You're always gonna be a cock but I'm aware of that xD. Had a blast while it lasted on TTT.
    You're one of the oldest friends I've had on SGM and always will be. Later. (You suck in csgo <3)

    @saverickandroll
    When ever I read your name I always remember your feet fetish that you once told me. Ahh good times.
    Don't drink too much and enjoy life to the fullest. Hope you find something you want to do for the rest of your life.
    Had fun on TTT and the other games that we played, the time we spent and the memories we shared.
    See ya later.

    @ink
    The god that helped me create the scotty meme. Thank you for your help while being an admin, I still remember you getting it.
    Too bad it was short lived. Hope you're doing well.

    @Dark of Dutch
    I never know what happened to you. Hope you're doing well, you left and came back and came with smile on your face.
    A warm hello always was heard and that put a smile on my face. Thank you. Later dude.

    @TrustworthyTerrorist
    Vanished suddenly. Hope everything is okay and all is good. You were a kind mod and member while being on SGM. I miss your
    face here and that's a loss. later.

    @Koishi
    The meme queen. Also one of my oldest friends here, I have a lot of memories with you, sadly mostly are filled with C4.
    We played quiet a bit of TTT but suddenly stopped cause you got bored of it. We still sometimes talked on shoutbox
    and that was great. You pushed me out of my grieving phase, and I'm very thankful for that because it was a hell
    of a phase. You gave life to the shoutbox whenever you're on. You have the best sense of humour I ever saw and
    I admire that, because you make me and probably others active on the forums. Your art is beautiful and whoever says
    otherwise give them hell, you sure hell do know how. Hope for your dreams to come true. Thank you for the talk.

    @Sleepy
    We didn't really talk much but I wanna say to keep drawing cause I always liked your art. You're very talented and
    hope to see more out of your creativity. You're chilled and never had any issues. Wished we talked more Zzz later.

    @mae
    What comes after april? just kidding I know I might've annoyed you with that xD. The first time I met you had good vibes
    and I wasn't wrong. I Love your art and you should keep doing it, I'm a fan of creativity and I know talent when I see it.
    Draw something and share it here, we would love to see some more of your art. Later.

    @Mellow
    Marshmellow is how I always read your name. Chilled dude, wished we talked more mate. Hope you're doing great.
    Good personality and a great staff. Keep being mellow. Later.

    @Aria
    Die. <3 just kidding.
    Aria thanks for keeping my ass in place, you might not know this but you actually helped me through tough times
    back when we first met and until the last day you were staff you actually helped me through a depressive phase.
    Thank you and hope you're doing well, if you need anything send me a message I'll try and help you however I can.
    Thanks for being there.

    @Orion
    Love this dude, keep reading his name onion though. A bit strict on rules which is an assett to SGM.
    Great personality and love his sense of humour hope you're doing well dude. Need anything hit me up.

    @DarkShiny
    Didn't speak much but everytime we did I was welcomed. Has a great sense of humour and showed me kindness.
    Thank you for your respect. See ya later.

    @Doben
    We almost never talked, but wanted to say I like the polygon art and keep at it. Seems like a good style,
    you're talented and keep heading strong.

    @Grimoire+
    Love your piercings dude. They look sick. You have a great laugh, xD yeah you know what I mean. We only
    recently played and that's sad cause I wished to had the chance you play more with you.

    @Juissi :D
    Juicey... jutzi... whatever you are quite relaxed and chilled. I like that. We didn't really talk that much
    but still respected you in a way. Hope you are doing well and keep being you.

    @Noob999
    Coffee666 is still better.. just saying. Dodging them harpoons. We never really had good memories until recently,
    I had fun playing with you. I remember you still getting admin, you have a great personality. Later my dude have a
    good one. Tea is good too btw.

    @Osmium
    We shared a few memories, but you have made those memories filled with joy. Thanks for being you.

    @Peach
    We never knew each other before I became trial-mod, you were very straight forward and trained me well. Had a fun
    experience being trained with you. And our small conversations on shoutbox were delightful. Love your name and I find it
    very creative xD. Later peach.

    @Stitch
    Recently had encounters with, and first impressions were great. Sounds and acts like a good sport, kind and nice.
    I love the character stitch so thats a plus See ya around stitch.

    @Husky
    The best furry in town. We really didn't know each other that much before this year. You have a great personality.
    You're kind and a great admin. And please let that dog out of the basement soon. Love you. Bai husky.

    @Thistle (NewsNetwork)
    One of the first people I admired and still admire until now. You are currently banned and that's sad to see. Loved
    your personality and your care for your daughter. Hope everything is going okay, being a single parent is mostly likely hard
    I wish we spent more time together cause I loved you being staff here on SGM. A serious loss. Later if you ever read this.

    @Skyrossom
    My trap guru, people compared me to you when I first joined the forums. A weeb, a trap and very weird. Not lying that does sound
    like me. You're also banned which is sad. I loved your time on the shoutbox and had an amazing time talking to you. Hope you're
    doing great and found something interesting in life. <3

    @Yatty ☄️
    At the first time we met I thought you hated me, no idea. But we still became friends while playing TTT, it was fun and you're a very funny
    person. Great personality and great sense of humour. If you need anything tell me. Yatty you're cool, later ma dude.

    @MiGGo
    Don't worry about your voice, cause your looks are damn sexy. I'm straight and that's something. MiGGo we spent a lot of time playing
    and it was great fun, how you're finding life fun. Need anything tell me.

    @Do1phin
    Miss ya bud, even though you're banned and not going to see this. I respected you a lot when I first
    joined the forums. Hope you're doing well.

    @Jaysu
    You left us while I was away, I can say I enjoyed my time talking to you on shoutbox and playing on TTT. You were trial again while I was trial and
    you was kind off training me for some reason xD. Hope you're doing well and you found something fun to do. Later.

    @FrenchToast
    Sadly you're banned and I hoped we spent more time. You have a great personality and a great heart. Hope you're doing well.
     
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  4. Husky

    Husky Euthanasia VIP Silver

    Thank you for the kind words, Nox. You're a really nice person from what I've experienced with you, and I'm sorry you've gone through these troubles enough to take a leave. I hope you find what you are looking for in this great, big world.
     
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  5. Dued

    Dued VIP

    I'll be frank, I have probably only spoken to you once or twice since I recently joined. You seemed like an okay individual that spoke a lot so I did not get the feeling that you disliked your voice.

    About the voice thing, you are 18, puberty is still happening up until we are 22 and things can change. But that is not the point. Just because you have a different sounding voice does not make you a lesser person. The people who tell you otherwise are idiots. You'll get used to it as you grow and find out that there are more important things to worry about than your voice and how strangers on the internet perceive you.

    I hope to see you again on the servers some times and that next time you will hopefully be a happier person.
     
  6. Ted

    Ted The knight in white armor! Silver

    Nox when i first joined here you were one of the first voices i heard. Your voice a little above average got me to think you were a women with one of the nicest voices. When i heard you were a boy i found it strange to hear on the other side of the world, but i liked you with your weird I'm noxy thing :ROFLMAO:.

    Just don't change man and i will see u around (This is not a farewell from my side cause i hate it).
     
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  7. Lordyhgm

    Lordyhgm Spiteful smells Lead Admin VIP

    personally, i like your voice, despite us not playing much together. just make sure you emulate the good you want to see in the world, cause for every person willing to take there's one willing to give
     
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  8. Kyül

    Kyül Caged Bird VIP Bronze

    I asked you in Shoutbox a couple months ago if you were a French Gay guy I met also called NoX. Does that mean im blacklisted now?
     
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